Sailor-Lupus

And the shorter story, and how I tell it, can say how far we go I can look up, down, but finding you is a quest You've run away from me again, no matter how hard I search There's madness in this, but I can't see past it Tell me a reason, why are we playing this game? I don't understand it anymore.

Look at the sad girl, sitting all alone In a darkened corner Waiting for someone to lead her out Spent too long wandering blindly through places with no name Like she has no name, creature of mystery Ridicule and laughter Given up hope, waiting for Release Look at the sad girl sitting all alone In a darkened corner Waiting for the dawn that never comes

It used to be said of me how I had a way with words Used to be praised for this And yes, a forest, an ocean, fair enough But called upon to explain how I feel… I'm as inarticulate as a common cow. So if I were more articulate, I could say How after all this time, every feature Of yours is as familiar to me as my own. And how any glance from those eyes can bring me back months Or how hearing that voice can send me into a dream. But I could also say that everything said and done Can affect me like a stone among pigeons No matter how small, how trivial I can explode with emotion. Maybe I don't look fragile, maybe seen as unfeeling

And you think you can walk all over me Flattening me with every step I'd protest, say no, of course not But it's true You know you've done it, but you don't care I can't help feeling how I do Can't help wanting comfort Don't try to understand, it's gone Breaking, falling apart.